Visualizing the process of going within myself. Going into the dark, into the unknown and confronting myself with my dark parts. Looking at the things I always tried to burry deep down and forget. The frustration that comes with the process, being stuck and not knowing where it will go or even if it will ever go somewhere at all. Feeling it will stay like this for ever and that it might be more about getting used to than over it. Yet in the end being able to start changing my perspective and finding a new understanding of things. Breaking out of the chains I put upon myself and finally letting go of the pain that I held so high. Washing it away and finding the way back into the light, starting to heal.